|3 Jazz Band boys doing the proper tourist thing: running into the freezing ocean!!!|
It feels weird not to have choir anymore...it was such a huge part of my life. It was my great big tie to my old world, my tie to school and friends. Not like I don't visit my school without that, or see my friends, but its nice to sing with everyone. It is like we are all speaking and responding, saying "Ahh, so this is what it's all about. I see." It was a reason to get up in the morning three days a week, something to focus on and strive for. How strange. I love getting older, but sometimes it feels like the void of things we are leaving behind is too great, and I will fall deep into its depths before I realize I have slipped and fell at all.